kamalaksh

Are things better? Yes. Full time jobs are hard and take a toll on a person. They are necessary even if they feel like betrayal to your real calling- if I could only delete any needs I pretend to have, to do nothing by follow the sun day by day an transfer his energy into writing. Financial stability does feel good. I started this job last fall and have already received too much money, more than I know what to really do with- I can allow myself to dream of things, things I never thought we in reach, but it still feels like selling a part of me to something big and inconceivable. I will be a Proposal Writer soon, it's not the type of writing

"The Coveans" my anglophone current novel-in-the-making is going great- coming together little moment by moment; looking for a trustworthy and private proofreader/ honest critique- it's sci-fi/fantasy, but very grounded, built around the future of the music industry while being a "this-world" introduction to the "elsewhere" I try to introduce in to other pieces. This will most probably never be distributed online (unless it does become a complete failure, absolutely possible) so I need someone willing to be sworn to secrecy. I need someone who is  interested enough to develop a somewhat close relationship with me (how else could it work?), wi

I know I tend to always start a new burst of motivated writing excessive with a journal entry, and that I also tend to always not return for another 3-6 months. I'd really like to fall back into the habit of posting, socializing and reading the amazing stuff out there. Of course, life always takes over and for some reason what I love doing the most always ends up the last priority. My spiritual view of the universe, which would leave me with no other priorities than writing and enjoying my love life is constantly conquered by the stigma of practical anxiety:  (Taking a break from school, useless but beautiful degree is in the ban